Till the end

HappynewYear 2010!!!

Friday, February 19, 2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! haha. this is really a very special CNY cum Valentine's Day. this only happen every 50 years. so there is also a very special way to celebrate....

suntec "starbucks" 24hr

gong xi gong xi...

hmmmm....

study la...

is this CNY???

for her...

for me...

one and only heart shape "Ba Kuw"

hehe...

walking back...

2nd day of CNY, haven seen my secondary school teacher for 2 years and look at his children. i still remember the last time i saw him, he was still crawling around. now running about playing his DS and itouch. WA!!!

"lo hea" hope for more "A"sssssssssss.

is a very busy and very special CNY, now back to study for next week paper:(...

Huat Ar!!!

why???

Sunday, January 31, 2010

STRESS? hmmm dont think so, but just really dont know how to motivate myself in studies. how how how! one more year and i'm out of ploy. wanted to do well ever since year one of ploy, but it seem like is getting harded to do so. this few days i have been trying to stay awake when i open my books to study. funny rite? me and my friend can still at it laugh. where got future. i yo how how how! like this where got "girl" will whan to marry me:(

HELLO bloggers...

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Its been two months ever since i last blog, all thanks to Facebook. haha. The guy who came out with FB is really smart "men". Is just like taking drugs, ones you on your "com" the next thing will be "facebook" haha. are you the same? Enough of "craps"... there's alot of stuff that happen and going to, that i like to share it here.

*School* haven been revising mush and very soon it will be"Chinese New Year" but it will be the most hardworking CNY ever. because exam will be the week after, what to do rite. LL lor. haha. After Exam it will be ITP all the way to year three, SIANZ... "Where is my HOLIDAYS"... Sad that we don't get to choose the company to go. Just hope that the people will be NICE and there will be skills to learn. LL again.

*Climbing* Few weeks ago, my team and i just came back from KL "batu cave" and its really an eye opening experience for me. Alot of "First time", climbing on REAL rocks, climbing a 30m route and getting stack by bee when climbing, haha, thats outdoor. next is "camp 5", after climbing real rocks for two days we when back to the gym but this time i'm able to climb better and have more confident in falling. haha. "to climb, first you must learn to fall" i think so. haha. but haven been climbing high wall this few week. hope don't fall back to the same:(

*Work* Today i just when down for i meeting, is about the new post system and some new rules to follow. hmmmm. also got a bonus $100 gift voucher of working hard. i think. only the "lao jiao" jot it and in future, there will be sales recorded for each of us. so that to see who eat the most "snake". haha. but really gale to work at CA, even the pay was not alot. i get to see how people turns passion to work and is really not so easy as it looks:)

*Us* just like the show "It's Complicated" haha. really funny show as we watch it with her partner "Mel" and her BF "Ben" yesterday. i should say ever seen she lost her passion in training, she start to care more about us. i feel so happy but i can see that she is very upset about her teammates. hai. luckily she still got "Mel" and coach to support her:) for us, i hope we had learn and understand more about each other from this:)

Now have to "Chong Chong Chong" for exam. hahaha...

thanks for WALKING with me...

Friday, November 6, 2009

we had been through alot places together and its really very sad to say goodbye. hai... thanks for keeping me warm when its raining and giving me then comfort i need.

"salomon" from 2003 to 2009

"nike dunk" from 2001 to 2009

hmmm what is next?

this is "rayit" my boss "halil" son. really cute boy and the only way to carry him is that u must be something to do with car... haha. my psp. hehe...

btw things are really getting no where. hai. what i'm doing now dose it says that i don't care? now i really don't know what to look forward for in us. it just really SUCKs that u can never put feeling in words. WHAT is understanding. i really don't know... sianz la...

PICTURE always says alot then words...

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

have never woke up so early for photo taking, "thanks" ar Joshua. haha. helping him on taking some "6am" photos for his up coming Oops magazine. haha. hmmm really thanks for teaching me about photography and i have proof that the $600+ Nikon P90 works really well "in my hand". hehe. the following photos are from P90 and will not be on the magazine. if you know what i'm saying...

SP walk way @ 6am...
sry only got one. haha. the rest still waiting to get into the magazine...

that is only part ONE. after school today, we head down to hagi lane for some coffee review @ Coffee Nations...

the well know turkish coffee. it is so "old" that you use fire to boil the coffee on your table. but really cool.

some funny shoot...

cant leave without coffee.. arrrrr...

love this photo, really having alot of fun. thanks "dudes"...

time has pass by so fast, and is so scary that it won't wait for anyone. hmmm gain alot of stuff for the pass one month and lose alot as well. i gust this is life. you can never stop at what you whan.
life must still move on. i'm very greatful to those people that let me realise there is no an ending in life. just know what you whan to do... cheers...

getting WORST...

Friday, September 25, 2009

Another day has pass, things are still the same. hai...

Got my result, not too bad i think for not working hard. hai...

Haven seen her for a week, don't know how's she doing. WORST, knowing her result about her attachment. i know something is wrong when i sms her asking how she did for her exam. she never say much, but knowing that she got a C+ for attachment and WORST after reading her blog my heart feel really pain. just really hope that i can do something for her. seeing her facing the problem alone makes me feel so useless, but i just can't do anything even staying by her side. hai...

this part of my life really sucks, why things have to be like this. hai...

can i DO it???

Monday, September 21, 2009

After watching the show "my best friend girl", i relies that love is not what you ask from each other but is being yourself to one another. "you always hope for something you want from them but is it something they really want to give?"

the guy in the show let go of the girl he loves because he ask himself "she is good enough for me but am i good enough for her?" and this is the same thing i ask myself. i'm not trying to be a hero by letting you go and it hurts so much to do so. but if i don't, you will never know am i the right one for you.

hoping to stay strong...