For the pass one week, it has been a war to me. as i'm fighting with sleep. haha. ones again it time for OVERNIGHT super crash courses for me and Joshua on MATHs. hehe. last min...

taken on 180809 @ 3am, our HQ (for last min study)...


Joshua at 4:55am waiting for something (Stoning)...


Yong at 4:59am sleeping & something happen to Jos (behind)...


Joyce got this for me to stay awake. but.... haha.


the coffee dont work too...


and this in in my dream. haha


how i wish i can be like COCO (pet at my work place CA). eat, play, sleep... but soon it will be my turn. hahaha.
meet me there at midnight
same place we always go
you're absolutely sure he doesn't know
those words jump off the letter
that i found behind our bed
haunting me they echo in my head
in my head.

its too late to try and work it out
there's no way to turn this thing around
its so hard, there in the letter that I've found
I've memorized it line for line
too bad that letter isn't mine, no

when can i then see you
I've been counting the days
i promise you our secret will be safe
no i just cant continue
reading thru my tears
the beating of the letter is so clear
so clear

its too late to try and work it out.
there's no way to turn this thing around
its so hard, there in the letter that I've found
i memorized it line by line
too bad that letter isn't mine.

u wanted me to find it
never tried to hide it
running never fades those words are here to stay
i hope u find this letter
writing you today
these will be the last words that i say

its too late to try and work it out
there's no way to turn this thing around
its so hard, here in this letter that you've found
its too late to try and work it out
there's no way to turn this thing around
its so hard, here in this letter that you've found.
so memorized it line for line
i wont be there to say goodbye."

Just came back from school after studying MATHS!!! O ya, by the way next week will be exam and i'm still far from the others. just really hope i don't keep feeling sleepy when i'm studying. And same to you guys "Joyce, Joshua and Yong" that are in this WAR with me. haha. Shit left with 10min, got to go back to study.

everyone thinks that there is always black and white in life, but is there really such things or is it just themself?



"yong" a person with a very strong mine. is been a year seens i know him. i can say that alot of things had change in his life. studies, friends, sports(rockclimbing) and hui wen. i'm really happy for you. but one think that will never change. his pace in life. yong sometime in life you can never see or understand things. untill you take a step back. look at others point of view. for me, i'll lean more then what i think.



"joshua" a person with alot of passion. knowing him for a year. alot of things had change in his life. having great passion in music, friends and Oops. knowing his capability i'm so happy for him. but something in life are hard to balance. you will have to know what is more important to you. watch out for your studies. about your friends, i have to say. dont think too much. just be yourself. i believe the person will come.



"joyce" a person that i'm really proud of. knowing you for long. saw you going trought alot of hard times. times that i cant even take it. your family, friends, sports and studies. you have always prove to me that you can do it. i'm really happy and proud of you. but there is one thing that will never change in you. your confident. things are not always so bad as you think. stay on the brightside. i feel, you can do even better then this.


"me" knowing that i can do so many things. but just few so lost this year. studies, sports and what i'm going to be. but i gust there is no tome to lose. exam is coming. rockgym needs to be change. the band need me to play well. i hope i will lean alot from my new job at Climbasia and do well in my studies, rockclimbing and bass. not too let anyone down. i must be strong and to all of you too.



last picture of my phone but is a new start for me. hope whatever i say can help you.





is always up to you to choose...