It's time

HappynewYear 2010!!!

2010-02-19T08:15:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! haha. this is really a very special CNY cum Valentine's Day. this only happen every 50 years. so there is also a very special way to celebrate....

suntec "starbucks" 24hr

gong xi gong xi...

hmmmm....

study la...

is this CNY???

for her...

for me...

one and only heart shape "Ba Kuw"

hehe...

walking back...

2nd day of CNY, haven seen my secondary school teacher for 2 years and look at his children. i still remember the last time i saw him, he was still crawling around. now running about playing his DS and itouch. WA!!!

"lo hea" hope for more "A"sssssssssss.

is a very busy and very special CNY, now back to study for next week paper:(...

Huat Ar!!!

why???

2010-01-31T07:34:00.000-08:00

STRESS? hmmm dont think so, but just really dont know how to motivate myself in studies. how how how! one more year and i'm out of ploy. wanted to do well ever since year one of ploy, but it seem like is getting harded to do so. this few days i have been trying to stay awake when i open my books to study. funny rite? me and my friend can still at it laugh. where got future. i yo how how how! like this where got "girl" will whan to marry me:(

HELLO bloggers...

2010-01-24T06:28:00.001-08:00

Its been two months ever since i last blog, all thanks to Facebook. haha. The guy who came out with FB is really smart "men". Is just like taking drugs, ones you on your "com" the next thing will be "facebook" haha. are you the same? Enough of "craps"... there's alot of stuff that happen and going to, that i like to share it here.

*School* haven been revising mush and very soon it will be"Chinese New Year" but it will be the most hardworking CNY ever. because exam will be the week after, what to do rite. LL lor. haha. After Exam it will be ITP all the way to year three, SIANZ... "Where is my HOLIDAYS"... Sad that we don't get to choose the company to go. Just hope that the people will be NICE and there will be skills to learn. LL again.

*Climbing* Few weeks ago, my team and i just came back from KL "batu cave" and its really an eye opening experience for me. Alot of "First time", climbing on REAL rocks, climbing a 30m route and getting stack by bee when climbing, haha, thats outdoor. next is "camp 5", after climbing real rocks for two days we when back to the gym but this time i'm able to climb better and have more confident in falling. haha. "to climb, first you must learn to fall" i think so. haha. but haven been climbing high wall this few week. hope don't fall back to the same:(

*Work* Today i just when down for i meeting, is about the new post system and some new rules to follow. hmmmm. also got a bonus $100 gift voucher of working hard. i think. only the "lao jiao" jot it and in future, there will be sales recorded for each of us. so that to see who eat the most "snake". haha. but really gale to work at CA, even the pay was not alot. i get to see how people turns passion to work and is really not so easy as it looks:)

*Us* just like the show "It's Complicated" haha. really funny show as we watch it with her partner "Mel" and her BF "Ben" yesterday. i should say ever seen she lost her passion in training, she start to care more about us. i feel so happy but i can see that she is very upset about her teammates. hai. luckily she still got "Mel" and coach to support her:) for us, i hope we had learn and understand more about each other from this:)

Now have to "Chong Chong Chong" for exam. hahaha...

thanks for WALKING with me...

2009-11-06T07:38:00.000-08:00

we had been through alot places together and its really very sad to say goodbye. hai... thanks for keeping me warm when its raining and giving me then comfort i need.

"salomon" from 2003 to 2009

"nike dunk" from 2001 to 2009

hmmm what is next?

this is "rayit" my boss "halil" son. really cute boy and the only way to carry him is that u must be something to do with car... haha. my psp. hehe...

btw things are really getting no where. hai. what i'm doing now dose it says that i don't care? now i really don't know what to look forward for in us. it just really SUCKs that u can never put feeling in words. WHAT is understanding. i really don't know... sianz la...

PICTURE always says alot then words...

2009-11-04T05:52:00.000-08:00

have never woke up so early for photo taking, "thanks" ar Joshua. haha. helping him on taking some "6am" photos for his up coming Oops magazine. haha. hmmm really thanks for teaching me about photography and i have proof that the $600+ Nikon P90 works really well "in my hand". hehe. the following photos are from P90 and will not be on the magazine. if you know what i'm saying...

SP walk way @ 6am...
sry only got one. haha. the rest still waiting to get into the magazine...

that is only part ONE. after school today, we head down to hagi lane for some coffee review @ Coffee Nations...

the well know turkish coffee. it is so "old" that you use fire to boil the coffee on your table. but really cool.

some funny shoot...

cant leave without coffee.. arrrrr...

love this photo, really having alot of fun. thanks "dudes"...

time has pass by so fast, and is so scary that it won't wait for anyone. hmmm gain alot of stuff for the pass one month and lose alot as well. i gust this is life. you can never stop at what you whan.
life must still move on. i'm very greatful to those people that let me realise there is no an ending in life. just know what you whan to do... cheers...

getting WORST...

2009-09-25T09:51:00.000-07:00

Another day has pass, things are still the same. hai...

Got my result, not too bad i think for not working hard. hai...

Haven seen her for a week, don't know how's she doing. WORST, knowing her result about her attachment. i know something is wrong when i sms her asking how she did for her exam. she never say much, but knowing that she got a C+ for attachment and WORST after reading her blog my heart feel really pain. just really hope that i can do something for her. seeing her facing the problem alone makes me feel so useless, but i just can't do anything even staying by her side. hai...

this part of my life really sucks, why things have to be like this. hai...

can i DO it???

2009-09-21T10:33:00.000-07:00

After watching the show "my best friend girl", i relies that love is not what you ask from each other but is being yourself to one another. "you always hope for something you want from them but is it something they really want to give?"

the guy in the show let go of the girl he loves because he ask himself "she is good enough for me but am i good enough for her?" and this is the same thing i ask myself. i'm not trying to be a hero by letting you go and it hurts so much to do so. but if i don't, you will never know am i the right one for you.

hoping to stay strong...

DON'T know what to do...

2009-09-20T09:54:00.000-07:00

Today, i stay behind after work at 6pm helping Arul, sitting here and there and looking at people climbing. Work, i will do whatever things people ask me to do or even doe nobody ask me to do it. Climbing, i will push myself so hard even doe i can't take it. Going out with Jos and Yong, makes me feel that there is people to talk too. Jamming, it lets me release all my stress. i had never felt so lost in my life before that i can only find stress in work, pain in sports, talking to others and jamming to stop thinking about it.

got myself a really nice Western food under my block for dinner. but when i get home, the food just look so simple and i just don't feel like eating it anymore.

its been more than a week, seen like nothing have change. i keep telling myself that it is the right thing to do by saying it out, but why things ended up like this? i felt that we are more far apart that she don't even need me anymore. i try to contact her and ask her out, but things are just so different when we talk or see each other. dose that mint that is over?

i know that it will be like this if i told her how i really feel and i felt that it will be only fare to be true to each other. she told me what i did was right but she don't know how to reply and she needs time.

time? is it to test or to forget i really don't know? i know i have to put all my trust on her, even doe it takes forever because if she can't even tells that is she happy with me or not then what is the point of being together. but it's really hard and painful for me, i don't know how long this pain will take and will it be better for us in the future?

i wrote all this because i can't sleep every night and i got no one to talk too. i really hope that four years mints something to us.

seriously after spending two hours writing this, i don't know what am i trying to say...

night is VERY young...

2009-09-20T05:55:00.000-07:00

it really happen... night cycling. haha. it should be a stress relive for us after our exam, but end up to be a stress for our legs that only the four of us know how it feels "right". haha. so let me show you the Mr. Joshua route...

super high before moving off "ECP" 10pm...

1st check point "Changi end" 11+pm...

2nd check point "AMK station" 1+am...

super paint "G-sports". haha...

3rd check point n supper "Upp Bt Timah" 3+am...

4th check point "Orchard Rd" 4+am...

new models for "PRADA". hehe...

5th check point "Sheares Bridge" 5+am...

Final check point "ECP" 7am...

"please NV try this again". haha...

being love is so GREAT...

2009-09-16T09:00:00.000-07:00

Haven saw my grandparents for seen my exam ended, so drop by their place for lunch before work today. they always love me, my sis and brother so much that what ever we ask my grandmother to cook for us, she never say NO. haha. i gust this is the kind of love that a parent will do.

hmmm? looks like soup...

mee?

our very own "Hokkien - spaghetti"

it is really nice, only my grandmother knows how to cook like this. After the lunch i watched "Bruce Lee" show with my grandfather, so funny the way they fight. haha... but the sad thing was they no longer stay at my place due to some stuff. hai... but i'll try to visit them more often and i'm planning to cook for them. hehe. somehow i feel so lucky that they will always be there to love me.

"love is something that you can't explain, but you can understand by feeling it"...

i'm really very lucky to work at ClimbAsia not because of the pay($5 per hr), i got to know alot of people that helps and teach me in my work(irwan, jups, hairul, janna, arul), people that let me have the chance to teach climbing and learn from them(suzanna, li ting, andy, jacob) and working there is like a dream come true for me as i always wanted to work in a place that i can enjoy, learn, teach and get home in 30min time. haha. thanks guys. needed...

"but there is still some part of me missing" hai...

first aider that CAN'T SAVE himself

2009-09-13T09:16:00.000-07:00

For the pass three day, i when for a First Aid course send by SP (free) so i ask Yong along. the course was great, i lend ways to saving people like Choking, Asthma, Hyperventilation, Burns and most importantly "the kiss of life" CPR. hehe.

this is what they do to you in the course. haha.

see this is what happen next. SIAO... haha.

i got certificate hor, don't play play...

COMMAX IT fare, to day is the last day so as a singaporean must go (last discount). haha. didn't get the camera that Joyce was looking for because they sell us about $50 more compare to other place with only "one 8GB mc, cover, screen protected, a small tripod that i don't think we can use and best of all, a umbrella for us to take picture in the rain. what the... but i got my new headphone, Joyce call it the telephone because of the line. haha. it is $108 but with a %20 off i got it for $88. i think is a good price and i'm able to try it on before i pay.

cool right... bye bye $88... hehe...

now back home after reading Joshua blog, my tears just flow out from my eyes and alot of things came through my mind. i'm just like this "ar pei" i took from AH, lost both of his leg and waiting for some one to visit him. i feel so sad when i saw him, but i gust now i know what is the feeling of waiting.

"things are just not the same when she's not around"

how bad can it BE?

2009-08-24T09:07:00.000-07:00

For the pass one week, it has been a war to me. as i'm fighting with sleep. haha. ones again it time for OVERNIGHT super crash courses for me and Joshua on MATHs. hehe. last min...

taken on 180809 @ 3am, our HQ (for last min study)...

Joshua at 4:55am waiting for something (Stoning)...

Yong at 4:59am sleeping & something happen to Jos (behind)...

Joyce got this for me to stay awake. but.... haha.

the coffee dont work too...

and this in in my dream. haha

how i wish i can be like COCO (pet at my work place CA). eat, play, sleep... but soon it will be my turn. hahaha.

To those that are still studying, enjoy the song below. and stay awake. hehe...

meet me there at midnight
same place we always go
you're absolutely sure he doesn't know
those words jump off the letter
that i found behind our bed
haunting me they echo in my head
in my head.

its too late to try and work it out
there's no way to turn this thing around
its so hard, there in the letter that I've found
I've memorized it line for line
too bad that letter isn't mine, no

when can i then see you
I've been counting the days
i promise you our secret will be safe
no i just cant continue
reading thru my tears
the beating of the letter is so clear
so clear

its too late to try and work it out.
there's no way to turn this thing around
its so hard, there in the letter that I've found
i memorized it line by line
too bad that letter isn't mine.

u wanted me to find it
never tried to hide it
running never fades those words are here to stay
i hope u find this letter
writing you today
these will be the last words that i say

its too late to try and work it out
there's no way to turn this thing around
its so hard, here in this letter that you've found
its too late to try and work it out
there's no way to turn this thing around
its so hard, here in this letter that you've found.
so memorized it line for line
i wont be there to say goodbye."

only 15min...

2009-08-20T09:40:00.000-07:00

Just came back from school after studying MATHS!!! O ya, by the way next week will be exam and i'm still far from the others. just really hope i don't keep feeling sleepy when i'm studying. And same to you guys "Joyce, Joshua and Yong" that are in this WAR with me. haha. Shit left with 10min, got to go back to study.

below is some of my photo essay on Joshua cum SPOOF. hope all of you enjoy...

Time Forgets... (thinking about what to study?)

feeling tired everyday… (z.z.z.z.Z.)

no one’s home… (wah lao way 5am lao!)

so quiet… (shit my books)

when will she reply… (set alarm)

Can’t get over no matter how hard I play… (i forgot to watch family guy, no time lao)

how much I study, can’t forget about you… (shit, i only see number now!!!)

there’s still people that loves me… (this will be the looks after 2 more weeks)

HaHa!!

BlacK and WhitE...

2009-08-03T08:58:00.000-07:00

everyone thinks that there is always black and white in life, but is there really such things or is it just themself?

"yong" a person with a very strong mine. is been a year seens i know him. i can say that alot of things had change in his life. studies, friends, sports(rockclimbing) and hui wen. i'm really happy for you. but one think that will never change. his pace in life. yong sometime in life you can never see or understand things. untill you take a step back. look at others point of view. for me, i'll lean more then what i think.

"joshua" a person with alot of passion. knowing him for a year. alot of things had change in his life. having great passion in music, friends and Oops. knowing his capability i'm so happy for him. but something in life are hard to balance. you will have to know what is more important to you. watch out for your studies. about your friends, i have to say. dont think too much. just be yourself. i believe the person will come.

"joyce" a person that i'm really proud of. knowing you for long. saw you going trought alot of hard times. times that i cant even take it. your family, friends, sports and studies. you have always prove to me that you can do it. i'm really happy and proud of you. but there is one thing that will never change in you. your confident. things are not always so bad as you think. stay on the brightside. i feel, you can do even better then this.

"me" knowing that i can do so many things. but just few so lost this year. studies, sports and what i'm going to be. but i gust there is no tome to lose. exam is coming. rockgym needs to be change. the band need me to play well. i hope i will lean alot from my new job at Climbasia and do well in my studies, rockclimbing and bass. not too let anyone down. i must be strong and to all of you too.

last picture of my phone but is a new start for me. hope whatever i say can help you.

is always up to you to choose...

try singing THIS!!!

2009-07-21T21:12:00.001-07:00

Given up - Linkin Park

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like i'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up
I'm sick of living
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

I don't know what to take
Thougt i was focused but i'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up
I'm sick of living
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my, put me out of my fucking misery

I've given up
I'm sick of living
Is there nothing you can say
Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

MISSION accomplish...

2009-07-16T09:24:00.000-07:00

Mission code: 22

Location: Bishan Cafe Cartel

Date/Time: 12 july 09/1830hrs

Target: JOYCE...

After keeping the secret for more than 12 days, I finally saw the tears of joy from Joyce. The plan won’t not had happen without the help of Joyce teammates. “I know how hard it is of not saying about it” haha... By seeing the face of Joyce, all that was worth it.

mission accomplish. dont angry la. haha...

1 for $1.30. haha...

really cool "tattoo"(drawing) on Kun hand...

meet the kayakers (me play play only). haha...

22 lao stop telling ppl still 18 ok. hehe...

not really yet! dont takeeeeeeee...

after 2359 on 140709 @ TPG carpark, behine me dads car...

got u a big one lao hor. haha...

see!!! friends are important in life. because you will never know what they will do on your birthday. haha. so happy to see Joyce enjoying herself on both night and wish that u will always stay as happy as today.

Hai... sad thing do happen. my friend just lost her father when her dad when over to malaysia to meet her mum. it just happen so sudden, her mum try to save his dad by doing CPR. but people at the side just dont border to help even by calling the ambulance. sorry for your lost.

if you help someone now, someday you may need someones help...

FOUR Years, it seems like yesterday...

2009-07-08T08:27:00.000-07:00

After a week of WAR with MST, it’s time to relax. Haha. Last Friday it was our last paper EMATL and i just getting starter to study for it the day before. Theory was a killer to me, I don’t know how to study at all. But with the help of my TEAM, Yong the “Dr. MATHs”, Joshua the “Theory King” plus the last min overnight studying at our Base(Mac), I manger to answer more than half of the paper. Haha. Hope i can pass.

With the overnight studying, one hour of sleep in the car and EMATL paper at 0830. I drove to NYP with Joshua car to pick up my Date. Because it’s Me and Joyce 4th year anniversary. Time passes so fast in a year and this year is has been a hard time for the two of us, as we start off our ploy life and worse in different school. Chances of seeing each others were lesser, more CCA commitment and different group of friends to accompany.

But with the LOVE in us, time, study, CCA and friends can never bring us apart from each others. As our understanding of each other’s needs and wants are even more in the pass one year. Lastly I will like to thanks Joyce for the love and care over this four years and I will love and care you for the rest of my life. I LOVE YOU...

Orchard here we come...

is abit too hot here...

don't forget to get me one of those behine. hehe...

first stop "Dental"

now is time to eat...

Dental was fun but very EX$$$, i'll come back the next year. haha...

ku ji, ku ji, ku ji...

izzit really that nice?

the movie "Ice Age 3" was so funny that you can't miss it...

Lunch at "Xin Wang hk cafe"

white & black...

Lap Chong...

nth better to do waiting for the food. hehe...

mango for Joyce...

hot barly for me...

Porridge...

dry magge...

siwa mei...

Ahhhhhhh.....

bang bang bang, who die?

the only game we know "Bomber Man"

walking back to the car after the movie, we pass by the new "Orchard Central" and lets check it out...

it was the same as others shopping mall but there is a indoor climbing wall. looks really cool and fun but at this area sure very Ex. haha...

Foodddddddddd...

we can stop eating. haha. Ba Kuan...

after parking around bugis area "waterloo street"

we walk and walk and walk and........................

Shhhhh...............

smile...

waiting for food again...

Brain freeze...

Driver of the day...

a...................... haha...

really nice photo...

thanks Josh, for the car and the instant camera, i believe the day the rite person will come and i can see you have grow from the things that happen but do take note of school work...

As for Yong, really happy for you that you found someone that you like and don't let us down. haha...

No matter what is ahead, we will walk together...

TRANSFORMERS revenge of the fallen...

2009-06-27T19:35:00.000-07:00

Been studying for the pass few days as MST was on the come monday. Did study for at least 4 hours a day(alot for me). haha. So hope what i study is enough to pass next week(i think). haha.

There's many movie this year, but alot of them i dont understand the story like "X-men" etc... So 2009 movie sucks till yesterday, "TRANSFORMERS revenge of the fallen"...

The movie, POWER, AWSOME, FANTASTIC, non stop action, story was touching and not forgetting the one and only BABE(MeganFox) Wow... Super Sexy...

Really must Watch!!! to believe it. No word can Describe and lastly,
Transformers - Revenge of the Fallen theme song "New Divide" by Linkin Park. Enjoy...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ysSxxIqKNN0

24 year OLD lao...

2009-06-23T06:25:00.000-07:00

Feeling old? haha. last saturday my family and i when over to my brother new house for steam boat dinner, cum father's day, cum my birthday. Me, my bro and sis meet up at TM ntuc to get the food for the steam boat, we really buy alot till all of us can't eat anymore. haha..

Joyce got me a Bankawa Solo mango cake. very nice...

my grandparents and Joyce...

sis and zhi qun...

bro and dao shao...

.........................

got a key holder from sis...

a super AH BENG adidas XL shirt form bro...

Joyce brought me to Jack's place on sunday dinner, it was father's day and they only salve set dinner. sad that i wanted to try there steaks and bake potato. so dear have to bring me there again. haha...

Ice + Tea. haha...

onion ring is still the best...

bake Lo Te...

Ice cream...

Starbucks before the movie...

Rocks.........

silly one...

silly two...

the movie "I Love You, Man", it was a guy trying to find friends. haha. the show it was ok to me but not Joyce z.Z.z. haha too boring.

come on lift, faster...

after the show we when to Esplanade to slack(sleep) and then back home...

my Te Te from Joyce. so sweet but abit small not like u. haha...

Sunday morning before we when out, i when to Macritchie Reservior to support Joyce for her 500m K1 race. it was sad seeing her losing in the final by just a sec but i'm really proud of her too, because the top 3 placing was from national and each of them have been rowing for more then 3-4 years. i believe in Joyce that with her character and training the next race she will win it back from them. Jia You...

Thank you dear, for spending the time with me on my birthday after your race and i know you are really tired(movie). haha. And for winning 2nd in your 1000m K1 on saturday for me. Love you so much...

MALAYSIA bo lay...

2009-06-18T21:08:00.000-07:00

Been talking about a second trip to Yong place at malaysia a long time ago. Due to Climbing, Oops, Army recall and studies, we finally fix the trip on the 2 week of this study break. and this time Joshua will be driving(Driver), Yong(GPS) & me(Camera man) haha...

Yea! lets begin...

Hv change money, Nv bring white card. really last min. haha. 1st we drive to Boon lay and each of us come out with S$33 to change to RM then we drive in trought second link to Yong place.

lucky nv get F for not bring the white card. haha...

Zzzzzz...

shit! Jam...

time to upgrade...

Follow la, like tat they sure kn we are from SIN...

Nv seen a family pack before...

IssEy hair studio, friend of yong...

come on stop it, only RM10.

Dinner time...

hot plate Tofu...

Prawn sauce chicken...

Samba StingRay...

Kan Kon...

All for only RM49. must TRY...

Tey O la...

Hmmm. need help?

Coffee...

Coffee Black...

Very long nv see TV lao.(Joshua)...

After resting awhile at Yongs place, we when for supper at this COMMANDO prata shop. look at the hat. haha...

are u cold under the table?

Oops, forget to off the flash...

Jos, stop eating. haha...

Breakfast. 50 cent nasi loma...

Healthy mutton soup...

Banana kua...

see the faces, like not enough sleep. haha...

Yongs primary school...

the canteen...

the classrooms...

and the mama shop outside the school...

super old...

super super old...

see the BLACK oil, but we still eat. haha...

the Sky, the Sea & the rubbish. haha...

looking for GOLD...

really nice of Yongs dad, he got us durian(D25). haha...

Wa!!! very nice...

Now back to studies, only left with one more week to MST and we need to START studing. Thanks to Yong for bringing us around, Joshua for driving us around and me for helping them to eat. haha...

Dude STOP it...

army RECALL, sianz...

2009-06-14T05:05:00.000-07:00

finally it’s holiday time, after 7 weeks of classes we are given 3 weeks of study break before MST and so lucky that on the first week i’m having my army recall. it has been a year since i have ORD from army, time passes so fast that i’m now second year in SP.

the recall (ICT) was a great time for caching up with my TANKEEs but Aaron was testing the army by going overseas when he was asks to come back. hope he don’t get in to DB. haha. there’s two Lao Jao Spects that joined us for this ICT and they are left with only three more high keys recall but this is just our first.

for this (GUNNERs)recall. Why gunners? because for this five days the drivers don’t have much to do then seeing MO(Hanz). haha. but there was a lot of canteen break for everyone. i guess that is the differed between NSF & NSmen. haha.

it was fun seeing each other and knowing what they are doing outside but there’s one bad news. the CO call us up for a meeting on the last night of the ICT and the bad news was, there may not be TANKEEs needed in the unit anymore. because as you know, the country has a new battle tank(Leopard), so what we have learned(SM1) was outdated. CO told us ones the army have confirm with that, all the TANKEEs will be reallocated and may become AIs.

i’m so sad to hear about this news because, as a TANKEE we been thru a lot of shit and now we have to be separate to become AIs. hai. but me and the others TANKEEs know that this is army went SHIT like this will happen. haha.

after the ICT on Friday, me, Hanz, Yongsheng, Liang, Jayis, Cheehow & his GF we meet up for dinner and movie over at PS.

the show must watch, really funny, really kinky. haha...

pray hard that our next ICT, we will still see each others.
ONES TANKEE ALWAYS TANKEE...

the WEDDING day...

2009-06-04T09:46:00.000-07:00

Let the pictures tell you what happen on last sunday.

Woke up at 6am and getting ready for my brother BIG day. Hmmm. staling his VERY dry hair. Haha...

the rented car for us...

Me, Bro, the brothers and my aunt(Mei Poh) moving off...

Joyce was there too...

really cute Monkeys...

1st task. Dress up and READY...

after a few task, me and the brothers doing push-up for my Bro forfeit. only 80 la. haha...

my Bro singing love song before he can enter. haha...

Finally got my Da Sao...

back to my place...

feeding each other Tang Yuan...

Tea for my grandparents...

Tea for my mum and dad...

my turn, but is Tea for them. haha. but got Ang Bao..

my whole family and it has been a long time scene we took a family photo..

my new family.

the comfirm couples. haha

flower throwing. come on who's next. haha...

Bro & Da Sao new home...

see how tired we are. thanks to my Bro. hehe...

Joyce, me, sis, peiyu and someone eating...

cute?

back to my Da Sao place...

Tired but fun, got alot of gift but all not mine. haha...

Dinner time, after resting for a few hour we set off to the UIC building...

the best looking couple. hehe...

"chwan yong & shiao huew"

the photo album...

funny? not really, haha...

Bride getting ready...

the guest book. cool...

lets welcome the Groom & the Bride...

cutting of wedding cake...

the wedding gift...

Champagme time...

so lovely...

my grandfather, never seen him so happy before. he goes around holding a warm Martell asking people to drink. haha. the best drinker of the night...

the two underage drinker. force to drink. haha...

Bro police friends. he almost get Drunk. haha...

free flow of Red wine "Santa Helena"

Bill time. everyone so stress but not me. hehe...

me, Bro and sis. do we look alike?

went is our turn? but 1st money money money. hehe...

really enjoy the whole day alot, seeing my Bro and Da Sao running here and there but i think is really worth it because it's a ones in a life time moment that you whan to get Busy with. best wishes and everlasting love to them...

what to wear for WEDDING???

2009-05-31T00:29:00.001-07:00

It’s going to be a very big day for my Brother and is my first time helping out in a wedding. I’m the Best man aka “take everything”. Haha. and what should a best man wear? After a few days of shopping...

$205 SEIKO watch (gift)

$24 MONTAGUT belt (self)

$79.90 N.TYLER shirt (self)

$10 METICULOUS maroon tie (gift)

$169.90 J SHOES shoes(self)

$55.90 FRESH IMP sling bag (self)

Can’t wait to see the best man right? But need to take more Ang Bo. Haha.

To be continue on my Bro wedding day...

WORST camp i ever been to...

2009-05-24T08:48:00.000-07:00

This are some of the camp I been to. Ten years ago sec 1 NPCC camp, Six years ago DragonBoat training camp, Two years ago NS field camp and last Friday SP RockClimbing camp. But this RockClimbing camp I got only one thing to say, CMI!!!

All the” Chinese” climbers don’t know anything about the schedule of the camp, NO meeting before the camp and NO job allocation. F!!! The only thing I know is that I’m a group leader. F!!! Everything was done in the camp itself like, booking of rooms, taking logistics, telling us “Chinese” what to do and that’s the WORST because any discussions they just talk among themselves “MALAY”.

Not to be “Racist” but the Malay guy climbers in the club really just don’t give a dam to us. What we suggest they don’t even consider. FFF!!!

The only few things I enjoy from the camp. First was my group members because they are very open to me. Haha. As in sharing their pass expires. Second was the Chinese, Indian and the Malay girl climbers in the club, they really don’t mine to help out in any stuff even it’s not their job and lastly was the fire show that was perform but our seniors. WOW! Really must see. But Hairu was burn because NO one plan any safety stuff. FFF!!! Luckly he was only second degree burn on the rite side of his body.

Fire dance by Ahtta...

One day they will know that help is never enough from others...

PUMPFEST 09...

2009-05-15T07:19:00.000-07:00

I was a good student by going to class in the morning of the competition day. Haha. Scare to miss lesson now. Yong, Noel and I have our breakfast in school after class and make our way down to “PUMPFEST” at Velocity Novena.

Here to get PUMP...

This time it was fast as my number was 13 but I brought a lot of stuff to KILL time like PSP, MP3 and jacket. Because the last competition was long and cold as we are waiting for our turn. ARRRR!

Someone want's to join in... Haha

The team was there and we are so vain, as we just keep asking people to take our photo. Haha. No one was worried about the competition yet. Hehe.

Meet the SPRC...

And very soon I was waiting for my turn to climb. Hmmm. This time I was not that nerves as the crowd wasn’t that much and this was not my first time.

Again, mine only Top cum "flash" Haha...

So proud of Randy & Arshad, they "flash" all four roads. Hope they can do well in finals this sunday. AH LAY!!!

But for me, I’m really disappointed after the climb as I know I can do better than that. Just don’t understand what I was thinking during the climb after I saw how others did and the playback of my videos. It seems that I have lost my confident and feel like the second “Zero” in sports, don’t know how I can be stronger.

Who's that girl..... na na na na na na....

Joyce was there to support me and tell me what I should do after feeling so low “remember what u told me when I was feeling low too”. Hmmm, I guess no one can be perfect in everything they do and think positive.

“RockMaster 09” I’m coming....

OVERAGEs party for us...

2009-05-10T01:24:00.000-07:00

It has been awhile since I club. Haha. This Thursday night, I when to this party at “Zouk” call “Lollipop” organize by “Oops” from my school. The party is for freshmen age 16 to 18 and is the first time I been to a non alcohol clubbing. Haha. But is only $10 and is to support Joshua as he the chief of “Oops”.

Yong and I meet up with Fredrick, Chester and JunMing after class at 5. The party starts off with performances by SP,

Dancers,

Band,

Here’s the real party after they took down the stage and the music start.

For Fredrick, this the first time his been to a club and really cool to see you dancing after forcing. Haha. Yong had been looking for chicks ever seen he enter Zouk, come on is an underage party what you expect. Haha. And he went off early because there’s class the next day at 8. Sianz to all. Chester, “Be a man do the right thing” haha. If you know what i’m saying. JunMing, don’t think that you want to change GF can anyhow rub hor. Haha. As for Joshua, really can see you starting to let go of your problem and enjoying yourself by all the crazy dancing. Really hope you can move on in life and there is always hope out there. This goes to Kelvin Chua as well, don’t turn GAY. Haha.

Wa. B-, Hmmm, where to rub. Haha.

Listen to me my friends out there, treasure ever relationship. Is really fate to meet each other and really hard to be together. Don’t expect anything’s from each other but to accept everything from each other. That is what I think LOVE should be...

is it TODAY???

2009-05-03T08:19:00.000-07:00

When was the last time you celebrate your month anniversary? Haha. Both me and Joyce was too busy with our school stuff and CCA, so we don’t really celebrate month anniversary nowadays.

Today was great, in the morning I follow her to down to her Kayaking training. It has been awhile seen I have kayak so her coach “Mr Patrick Fong” ask me to try T1. I thought it will be easy because the boat looks wide but as I get into the boat I started wobbling and when I start paddling I almost capsize. Haha. I gust I’m still far from K Boat. Hehe.

As we are going for lunch Joyce told me today it was our “3 years & 10 months anniversary”. I totally can’t remember. Very sorry dear, I gust every day was anniversary with you. Hehe.

After lunch with her teammate, we when to Bishan for movie “X-Men Origins: Wolverine". Hmmm. The show was cool, action, action & action but I don’t really like the storyline. So if can go see online. Haha.

Dinner was at my grandparents place. My grandma cooked “clay pot rice” just for us. Haha. Miss her cooking so much. (:

My "Ah Gong & Ah Ma"

On our way back home.

Dont play play. haha.

Dear happy “3 years & 10 month’s anniversary”, hope u enjoyed yourself as much as I enjoyed. Train hard for your K1 and study as well but most importantly is your body. Rest if you need to ok. Love you. Muh.

my favourite HANGOUT...

2009-04-29T09:23:00.000-07:00

For the pass one year, I like to hang around in the day at my school “Rock gym” doing Bouldering and at night “KWONG WAI SHIU HOSPITAL & NURSING HOME” getting poke by people. Haha.

Ever since I started climbing in school, I always get injury from top to toe. Hai...):

Yesterday was my scariest poking session. I got 2 needle on my hand, 3 on my side knee & 2 on my litter toe. That’s not all, the doctor put me on current for haft hour. Wa. Scary but fun, must try. Haha.

Today I visited the place again because Joyce wanted to try as her leg was injured. She was scare to get poke so she choose to rap her “Pig Leg” and don’t tell anyone ar. Haha.

Hope she can recover fast as she still needs to train for her Kayaking. By the way, tomorrow I’m having a mini Bouldering competition in school. So hope it will be fun and my injury don’t get worse. Haha.

my SUPERGIRL...

2009-04-26T09:15:00.000-07:00

Four years ago, I met this girl at ITE Dragon Boat team name Joyce and ever since then, she was a very strong girl. She’s a person that’s hard on the outside but soft on the inside. Why I say so? Is because she’s someone that got nothing to hide and a person that u can talk to when u face problem. I think that is why I fall in love with her. Hehe.

She’s my SUPERGIRL because after rowing for one year in ITE Dragon Boat team she get into National team. But last year when she got into NYP to study, she stops training with the National due to her studying timetable and so she decided joined NYP Kayaking sprint team.

In this one year of her NYP studying and from a Dragon Boater to a Kayaker. She show no mercy to anyone that‘s in her way and I’m really very proud of her. Haha.

“IVP 08”, 1st for T1 & 3rd for T2

“MR500 09”, 2nd for K2

“Female Vice Captain”

And today “PA Championship 09”, 3rd for Open Women K1.

This is a really tough race for her because she is facing a lot of strong rowers that has been rowing for a few years and one of them was “Ai Xing” Captain of her own team.

I saw her facing the rowers and with a boat that got adjusted by others, she has no confident in winning. But Dear, take this as a stepping stone “Jing Ting says” and a feel of things going wrong in race to get yourself more prepare for the coming race. I'm really proud you and will always be there to support you : )

Is a better day tomorrow...

treasure LOVE...

2009-04-22T09:56:00.000-07:00

Yesterday after I came home, I heard from my bother that one of his old secondary classmate dad just pass away in the morning and happen that his classmate brother was one of my good friends in my secondary school call “Ling Feng”.

Today after I reach home from school, I when over to his dad funeral. Ling Feng seems very strong and he drought me to his dad coffin to pray and I ask him how the incident happen.

He said that, he was going to send his dad to his heart appointment after his shower. My friend sister heard that someone falls in the toile, so they knot on the door but no one respond. They knot open the door and saw his dad lying on the floor.

His dad passes away when they saw him lying on the floor.

I’m really sad to know of this incident......):

Guys, do treasures your love ones, family and friends. You will never know he or she will or will not be around tomorrow.

THREE guys, ONE night...

2009-04-19T09:05:00.001-07:00

This week was the last week of school holiday. So I thought off asking some of my poly mate out for movie and dinner. KK can’t turn up due to training, Chester has watched the movie with his friends so ended up only me, Joshua and Yong.

I went back home to rest after my work because we are meeting in the evening at PS. Yong came down from climbing after work and Joshua was late because of work. Seem like everyone was busy working this holiday. Haha.

The movie, hmmm stop making 5. All seems to be the same. Haha.

The dinner was great, Astons @ the Cathay.

See two guy taking each other. WT. haha.

This is my first time trying steak.

Its medium rare and I don’t feel too well after eating it. it's nice and juice but I think my body not use to it. Hehe.

Joshua was having a hard time due to ZL. Hmmm dude just treats yourself better and I’m sure it will be over (: and you still have a lot of friends that care for you. But please don’t turn GAY. Haha. Old saying “don’t because of one flower give up the whole forest”. Peace.

I’m BACK...

2009-04-12T00:07:00.000-07:00

Been sick for the pass week, so I when to see this Chinese “Sheng Seh”. First I told the doctor that my finger and toe was injure, I thought he’s just going to put a few needle and rub for me but he say that my body have a lot of “Si Qi” too much water. So he put over twenty needles over my stomach and leg. I just lie there for 30 minutes and don’t even dare to move. Haha.

After a few days of rest at home, I’m ready to go out to CHONG!!! And it’s Good Friday and Joyce finally got an off day from training. Haha.

Start off the day by waking up early and have our heavy breakfast at Harbour Front, because it’s going to be a long walk. Haha.

We move off from Harbour Front.

Up to Mount Faber.

Cross Henderson Waves.

Up to Telok Blangah Hill Park.

Into Forest Walk.

Reach Hort Park.

On bus 14 to Dhoby Ghaut (PS).

After the long walk, we want to find some place to rest and have some stuff light.

Cheese Cake,

Smoothie,

Blended CoCo,

Beef Puff,

After the food and some shopping it’s MOVIE time.

Shopping and new print at Bugis.

How can we forget DINNER! Haha. I took Joyce to Bali Lane also known as Arabia street, the place was so nice and the food. Wa. Must try.

Looking forward to the next outing and school is reopening, so hope everything will be better in school: )

so SWEET...

2009-03-22T10:02:00.001-07:00

I’m so happy that we are back again. Think the time off really helps. Waking up early to send Joyce to training over at Bedok. So on my way back I drive to the market to get some breakfast home for my dad, mum and sis. And after eating I went back to sleep. Haha.

I went City Hall to meet Joyce in the afternoon after celebrating her friend birthday. She tough me that she lost my G-Shock and I was so sad because that watch have been with me for many years. But she tricks me and gave me this new watch. Haha.

Hmmm, I was happy but don’t want her to spent so much on me.

I got her a new pair of “Crocs” as it was on discount. Haha.

Is really a blessing to have someone to love, care and misses you and you will never know what will happen tomorrow. So treasure each other everday.

BOULDER active 09...

2009-03-20T09:08:00.000-07:00

Is been a very long and tired day for me. First I woke up late at 745 and I need to be there by 9 for the “Boulder Active” held at Novena. But lucky my dad sends me down.

Things are not always lucky. We waited for 7 hours in the Isolation area before our turn to climb and we are like dogs on sales waiting for people walking by to buy us. See my number. Haha.

The singlet was not what I’m expecting because of the material and the printing.

Finally my turn to climb and I got 1 top, 2 bonus out of 4 roads.

This is the second road that I got my top.

The 1st, 2nd and 3rd. Haha.

Hai... Just when I thought my result in poly was finally doing well. My relationship and climbing was going down.

Climbing, I really enjoy the feeling when I can climb to the top and I have try very hard in training but I just really don’t have luck on my side. Keep injuring my finger and hand. Just when I recover, I injured my right hand when attending to my first road today. Why this think always happen and worst I got no one to say it to.

Relationship, I really don’t know what I said last night was it really helping the relationship.

So sianz.... don’t know what I should do.

gig @ INNOVA...

2009-03-14T21:06:00.000-07:00

This Friday we went over to INNOVA J C for our first gig. This gig was organized by the school for a student that had just lost one of his family members. Hmmm, is sad but we did enjoy our self a lot and is really an eye opening for our band because it’s our first gig. WOW! I even got a name form Joyce “Mr. Stone”. because I look like one. Haha.

For the past two week we have been jamming and finding out where to improve in the songs that we are going to perform on that day. I can say that ever one was trying very hard like the singing, the chords and how to link up all the songs together.

Before the gig, I was so nerves because for some of the songs I can’t remember all the chords to play. But after joyce gave me the lucky charms I think it works on that day, watch the video first. Haha.

By the way this is my bass, I call it “Mr. Stone”.

And I got my lifetime fan, Joyce “Video Girl”. Hehe. And our band there to support me

I hope that at the next gig, I will be more relax and all of us can rock the house!!!

time to ENJOY dinner...

2009-03-11T10:24:00.000-07:00

Nice food! No money! But got time! Can try cooking “Spaghetti”. Haha. Last Saturday I went over Joyce place and she decided to cook spaghetti for dinner. So I got no choice but to help. Hehe.

1st boil the spaghetti,

2nd chop some garlic,

3rd mix the meat with some salt and pepper,

4th fry the meat,

5th put in two “Prego” and one “ Maggi” tomato sauce,

6th wait for someone to cook, Haha

7th ready to EAT.

The next day, I meet up with my “Tankees” guys Kok Yeow, his GF, Raymond, Hanz, Darren, me, Chee How and his GF.

We went to “Arab” street for dinner. It’s a very cosy place and most importantly very nice Arab food. If you like BBQ meat go there. Haha.

Hanz order this thing call “Sisah” and look at master of smoke. Waw!!!

After all this food is time to run. Haha.

By the way, today is my 3rd day at work. The people there are really nice to me. It’s A really small cafe but that’s good, if you know what I’m saying. Haha.

So now train hard, work hard and play hard...

concert? REALLY...

2009-03-06T10:41:00.000-08:00

Next Friday it will be a big day for our band because we are having a gig in a charity concert. I’m so scare man. Haha. Because some of the song and chords I’m still not sure about it. Need to practice MORE and this are the song we are playing on that day “Stacy's Mom" - Fountain of Wayne, "Spin" –Lifehouse, "Ain't no party"- Orson, "Thinking Out Loud" - Lesley Roy, "Mixed Tape" - Jack's Mannequin, "Everywhere" - Michelle Branch.

By the way our band is call ” Sundown Luminiaire” it means that even after Sundown we will still bring Lights to others. Hmmm should be, hehe. In the band we have Zhaolin(Vocals) the only female, Joshua(Guitar/Vocals) use your own voice la. Haha, Eugene(Guitar) lead power la, Fredric(drums) stop breaking the stick. Oops , me(Bass) really need to RUN more. Haha.

On this Wednesday, I went down to Cedele to take my pay as I’m working there anymore. After that me and Yong went school to climb and Joshua join us too after his work, is been some time seems he climb. Haha.

Yesterday, accompany Joyce to training and I went Yishun gym myself. We meet up after her training and did some sets running, they call it ”Fuck Leg”. Haha. I was too tired after the gym so only did some sets with her. After lunch at Bishan we went back to my place to take my bass and am as I’m having session at Joshua place. It was fun working out the chords for a few songs with them.

And today, I went down to SP with Joyce in the morning to book the jamming room and gym. But the school gym don’t allow non SP student to use, Sianz so we went Clementi gym because is the nearest to SP. After that we went BoonLay, wanted to watch movie but all the time slot was too late as I’m jamming at 7pm so as Joyce was working at 7pm. We get too tired after the gym and walking around so went back to Joyce place to take a nap and I went back to SP to meet up for jamming. Wa! Really love travelling up and down with SMRT. Haha. Jamming was great, but the malay guy that open up the room don’t allow non SP student to use. WTF. SP really takes care of their students. Haha.

Really tired going bed now..................

Hope the new work and the concert will be fun next week. Z.zZ.z.Zz...............................

her RETURN...

2009-03-03T09:29:00.000-08:00

After the long and lonely days, Fai Fai is finally coming back tonight. Have been spending most of my time at home watching movies, playing bass and slacking for this past three days, but at least I did some climbing at school. Haha.

Today I when down to Climbasia with Calaeo to get some chock and training board because school is far from my place so is hard for me to train everyday in school. I got it for last then $100 because it was 30% off only for this week, so lucky. Haha.

When back home to put my stuff, had a quick shower and then make my way to Golden Mount to wait for Joyce. Took a cab because don’t want to be late as she had already reach Malaysia custom. After meeting up, we went over to the army market to have our dinner.

Her friends win for her a “big breast bull dog” during the Genting trip, I think it’s a “shim”. Haha.

She got for me this very nice paper cutting that has my chinese name and hers on it, so sweet of her.

I got my new job “Spinalle” stuff sign and even my typhoid injection done, so hope that they will call me up for work ASAP.

no LIFE today...

2009-03-01T06:50:00.000-08:00

Really miss her voice, her smell and her hug... Last night I send Joyce to Lavender station to meet up with her kayaking teammates for a 3day 2night Genting trip. Can’t bear to let her go off but really want her to enjoy herself with her team.

After sending her, I went down to Orchard to meet up with my “Tankees” as we decided to go to double O. All my platoon mates says that is because that Joyce went overseas then I go club, but is not true ok. Haha. Is been quite some time seen then last gathering.

I’m glad to hear that Kok yeow has a girlfriend that he met at the road show, hmmm wander how he do that? Aaron, doing well in his job even thou smoking his way thought. Haha. Ah Peng still PS but not too happy about his new unit, maybe we are not around. Daniel, full of confident and always happy go lucky. Chee how, run too much till cant wake up for rowing. Haha. Yong sheng, 1st time I saw him dance man. Wow!!! Hanz was sick so can’t join us. Darren, Inn liang and not forgetting Jack, Where Are You!!! Hope to see you on the next outing.

When back home early, 5plus. Haha. Wake up around noon to have my brunch. Hmmm, nothing much to do today watching movie, playing bass and eating. Hope that tomorrow the job person will call up so I can start work soon.

Will be counting down the days to see her..............

day in MARINA...

2009-02-26T05:24:00.000-08:00

Looking forward to this day because haven been spending time with Joyce ALONE. Haha. So we meet up around 3pm after her training and I brought her to a SPA at Marina. Not really a SPA because it is too expensive. Hehe. So we just try out the body massage, it use to be $120 each for 60 min but now only $68. WOW. Haha. Just want Joyce to relax after her exam and training. It is so fun and both of us really enjoy it, so if u guys got some time and money go try it out. Its CLEAN. Haha.

Movie time, we watched “K-20” the Japanese show that have “Takeshi Kaneshiro” acting and not forgeting to get some stuff from "7-11". Haha. Not alot of action from the show, alot of talking but the storyline still not too bad.

We have a late dinner at 9pm after the show at the shop behind bugis call “Mario Kitchen”. it savers really nice Korean food, you must try. We order alot of food but lucky we are still able to finish it. Haha. Two of us can really eat.

This weekend Joyce is going overseas to “ganting” with her kayaking teammates. Will miss her for the 3 days alot but hope she can really enjoy herself before going to attachment.

what a HALF day....

2009-02-19T23:41:00.000-08:00

Start off the day waking up late, haha. suppose to meet with my poly classmate at 0830 for a basketball game in sch cause EXAM is finally over. I thought I’m very late but worst some don’t even turn up.

As usual, Yong was early with Sky and a friend of his, Mr. KK can’t wake up, Yong Qiang and Ping Hwee play missing. So end up only the three of them, me and Joyce have a 3 on 2 game. The game was fun but only one thing, Sky friend. His too YAYA. Haven seen the real world yet. “One mountain still got one mountain higher” haha. If you know what I mean. After the game me, Joyce and Yong when for a quick swim before lunch.

Feeling tired after all that so finding a place to slack and I’m now at city link the newly open Starbucks, trying out my blog as I just sign up. Spent awhile finding and putting up the skin for my blog. Luckly I got my angle to help me cause I really going crazy of all the template stuff. Haha.

Hope the rest of the day well be fun.......: )